"Sometimes, that connection, "talk to myself", has limited connectivity.
The other talk, the "talk to others" about himself, make too much interferences, noise. And then, the "talk to myself" became gradually a faketalk, a "talk about myself", a "talk to myself about others that I see as beautiful and cool things that I should have or be".
Too much speed, to much noise of faking faces and emotions, faking sex, faking work, faking fathers, faking everything.
First version of this faketalk - the conformist version: "I am smart, attractive, beautiful and never crazy. Special person, yes. But crazy, never".
Second version of faketalk: the crazy version. "Nowadays, being crazy is cool, YAAA! hold on, yes i am crazzzzy. Not real, you know, not real".
Third version of faketalk: the 'new age' talk. "I don´t have to talk to my self, i do everyday meditation. I have taking courses about that, ceremonials of sacred gods and I know everything about my self. I know my Karmas and i am working hard on this. U know, karmas is no easy.. u know, meditation is coooollll".
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This is Fakebook Life!"
in "Anonymous fakebook"
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